A new member has joined the family part1

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First off, I totally forgot to mentioned that I have actually adopted a dog from the SPCA. Yea yea you were right. I was going to adopt a dog even though i said I would not, since my previous one passed away. BUT does not mean i have forgotten my dog.

Anyways, his name is Hatari (Ataree) which means Danger in Swahili. Sorry for those which i said the name was some kind of a Greek god. It was another name (can't remember) and didn't use it in the end. Mother make up your mind with the names!
He was 2months old when i fostered him first since he was terrified of everything. I studied him carefully when he arrived at home. Letting him run in the grass, sniff here and there. My sister was around at that time =D so she helped me prepare the food and all. So i kept studying Hatari for a while, and immediately understood he must have had bad experience with humans.
He was found at the graveyard near to our office. Over there, there are workers that might have been abusing or frightened the little pup. I was told there was 3 others of him, but they didn't find. Hatari was hiding between the flower pots and managed to catch quite easily.

Hatari 2months old

When he was brought to the office, he has a terrible loss of hair on his face since he was under the sun too long. He was dirty, so Catarina and I gave him a bath. Poor fella, he was so scared he had his tail between his legs and his ears down and just stood there like a stone. You actually had to lift him up to get him into the right position and all of his four legs would be stiff.
My mother always wanted a black dog, I introduced her to him along with my sister. At that time his name was Sunday, since it was on that day he was found. She seemed ok with it so we took him home for fostering to see if he can adapt with such a huge area and many things that was twice his size.

Since he was scared for a lot of things, I locked myself up with him in a room which echoed. And studied him further by just talking to him by exchanging our energy. I had couple of items with me which I, purposely didn't make him smell it or notice it.

Session1:
Item:
Ball

Action:
I rolled it toward him

Reaction:
He was a bit scared but sniffed at it.

Result:
The sniffing part of something he is scared is a very good sign. It means he is curious of an object he is not familiar with but at the same time cautious not letting his guard down.

Time: 15mins

Test1: passed.

So that much he was ok with it. I put water in a bowl and patiently waited for him to come to drink.
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Session2:

Item:
Bowl filled with water

Action:
Human Presence and test of trust.

Reaction:
He sniff and drank but still scared

Result:
Again the sniffing part is a good sign. A dog always have to sniff before knowing if its safe. Since my energy was very calm, I wanted him to trust me, he did so by drinking and accepting my friendship.

Time: 10mins

Test2: passed

All of this time I have not praised nor have I made any sound as I knew very well that he will be very frightened by just the sound and not understand that its coming from me.

Well so far so good. He seem to be ok when I was doing the test. The next session will be very difficult for him and might be frightening too. I filled up a jar full of white rocks in it and placed it on the floor.

Session3:

Item:
Jar filled with of white big stones

Action:
The limit of fear of a view of an object that can make noises.

Reaction:
He just walked around and around not noticing the jar. The eye never made contact to the item.

Result:
This reaction is pretty much new. Since he didn't ignore both previous sessions, I immediately understood that he actually knows what this item can do. He was getting stressed at a point, so I tried to calm him down with my energy before it gets too difficult for him to handle.

Time: 20mins

Test3: failed.

I took the jar away immediately since his energy was going too high and getting to a panic mode. Immediately he calmed down and as soon has he did so, i gave him a delicious treat without him seeing the jar fulled of rocks.
He is pretty much an intelligent dog for a 2month old puppy. He is very observant which is excellent for a guard dog. Very cautious



So now he is 5 and a half months old. Recovered well. Is he less scared as he was but still cautious. I still keep making noises and make him smell it that its ok. For instance;


Hatari 5months old

Plastic bags: Yes its a very annoying noise and shocking. For Hatari, it was like a monster trying to chase after him to eat him! Then i try to call him back hiding the plastic bag behind me. As soon as he is near to my hand and licking, i crunch the plastic bag behind my back. He got scared but stayed. Then i showed him the plastic bag and he lowers himself immediately in submission with his ears down.
But now he seems to have calmed down but still doesn't like plastic bags. Ah well, at least i know it won't be torned into pieces and will be finding them flying around in the air.
It went to fear to scare. Good progress though =) I'm so proud of him!




Well that's enough for today =) More exciting journal is coming up! Stay tuned

StarCraft II: Wings of Liberty

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I love games but Starcraft has been the best in the old days ever created =D I'm so excited for the newer version to come!!! Here are the explanations taken from the wikipedia since they explain it better then I do, what is the aim of this game. =)



StarCraft II: Wings of Liberty is a military science fiction real-time strategy video game currently under development by Blizzard Entertainment as a sequel to the award-winning 1998 video game StarCraft. The game is being developed for concurrent release on Microsoft Windows and Mac OS X. StarCraft II is split into three installments: the base game with the subtitle Wings of Liberty, and two expansion packs, Heart of the Swarm and Legacy of the Void.

Protoss Team

On May 3rd, 2010, publisher Activision Blizzard announced that Wings of Liberty will be released worldwide on July 27, 2010.

Zerg's Team

Set in the 26th century in a distant part of the Milky Way galaxy, the game is built around three species: the Terrans, human exiles from Earth; the Zerg, a race of insectoid genetic assimilators; and the Protoss, a species with vast psionic power. Wings of Liberty will focus on the Terrans specifically, while the expansions Heart of the Swarm and Legacy of the Void will focus on the Zerg and Protoss, respectively. The game is expected to be set four years after the events of StarCraft: Brood War, and follow the exploits of Jim Raynor as he leads an insurgent group against the autocratic Terran Dominion. The game will include old characters from the original game, as well as introduce new characters and locations to the franchise.

Hyperion Team

Here is the Trailer (Awesome!!!)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r7d5XheWiBk


'ThunderCats' to Prowl Cartoon Network in 2011

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You can't keep a good ThunderCat down.

The Cartoon Network has announced a new version of 'ThunderCats,' the classic '80s cartoon about a group of cat-like super-powered aliens from the planet Thundera.

The series will be produced by Warner Bros. Animation and will use anime-style animation.

"The new 'ThunderCats' will appeal to viewers who have loved the characters all their lives as well as young newcomers to the franchise,'' Warner Bros. Animation said in a press release, according to The Hollywood Reporter.

The original ThunderCats debuted in 1985 and was produced by Rankin/Bass Productions. A TV movie, 'ThunderCats -- HO!', was made in 1986 and there have been subsequent comic book versions of the series, which revolve around the noble Prince Lion-O's ascension to his people's throne. He holds the mighty Eye of Thundera, which is embedded in his sword.

"As the forces of good and evil battle each other in the quest for the fabled Stones of Power, Lion-O and his champions learn valuable lessons of loyalty, honor and mortality in every episode,'' the studio said.

The new series is expected to debut in 2011.

Jealousy...Give me a break!

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Well sorry I haven't updated my blog lately. I kinda had a tiny personal problem and friend problem.

To begin with, I fought with one of my friend (a guy) well didn't fight just tried to reason with him about his gf nagging at me and stabbing my back every time I do something. 4days ago it came to a point that it has become unbearable for me to handle because of her stupid jealousy. Because me and him we are pretty much close friends. Known each other for 3 years and been friends all those times. Nothing more, nothing less. Until this girl came into his life. They dated and she went to visit him at his country for 3 months. Ok that is fine, but somehow something went wrong...she started asking all sort of question about me and him. I don't know she suddenly got So concerned about me and thinking that I was dating him...

Any who I explained her that we where just friends. Things started to put pressure on me and him and prevent him from talking with me on msn while she was around. Well that i pretty much understand and I respected their space and did my own things. Then things started to calm down , no complains or jealousy and me and him started to talk again on msn. We talk like all friends would, being all silly messing around and talk about things we have in common.

4days ago, suddenly out of the blue, he deletes me from facebook. Ok i was wondering what did i do. of course its AGAIN his gf being jealous about me of two little stupid things i wrote on his wall.

1. Me and a friend wrote something on his wall which was quiet hilarious. It was on the 26th Feb 2010. I said "Once upon a time..." and this friend continued the story which was really funny. Then I continued too. Can't this woman have some little humor? and it doesn't even concerned her! And for goodness sake i'm not friend with his gf but YET she is still jealous of me for what?!?!? o.O For some little humor?!

2. About a picture which i drew a heart and tagged him. If she looked better, it was a picture of "friendship" but since she is 'insecure' she took this picture personally and thinks that i'm being mean to her. For Gawd Sake!!! It doesn't concerned her AGAIN. She just nose into his business and trying to find a reason to break our friendship.


If you look carefully, look at the date i posted it and tagged. Nov 2009. Do you know what day and YEAR we are in NOW?!?!?!?!?!? and she brings this up NOW?! and if she looked carefully, it wasn't ONLY to him! jeeeesuz!!

Ever since she dated him, she has never been nice to me and the problem is, she is not showing her real self with him. Only when he turns his back at her, she starts harassing me. I did tell him, but then I know too well I'll be the villan...

A while back there was some volcanic trouble at the Icelandic area. Even though i'm not friend with her (my friends gf), i was being polite to ask her how she was and if the situation was really that bad. She replied nicely so i taught 'Oh she calmed herself'. God knows that i was completely wrong. She started telling me things that i shouldn't even know or want to know. Then I did remember she mentioned about going for trips maybe to the UK and california then going to visit him. So i said ok thats very nice and all. But something tells me that she was still not feeling secure since she blurs me information that I didn't even asked o.O So i left the conversation very quickly.

So now, it has come to a point that I, in the end was the villan. That i made him unhappy and its the reason why she is leaving him for the UK for couple of months. I tried telling him she has planned that before. She just trying to give an excuse to leave him. Maybe she does have someone else at the UK that she is doing behind his back. But he wouldn't hear of me at all.

She got sooo unconfortable about that picture and the humor wall i wrote, that she gave a reason as to why she is leaving for UK for 3-4months and not to see him... I was confused about everything. Nothing made sense, but unfortunately it came to a really bad time. because he just lost his friend at a car accident and she isn't even around to comfort him. I didn't know what to do or what to say anymore. I felt he was completely poisoned by her charm that he isn't seeing what she is doing. Evicting every girl he was friend with. Even on facebook...

Anywho, pretty much now I'm just done with this whole thing. Since i'm seen only as a villan and she has always wanted our friendship broken up (has she told me plainly) that there isn't much to do but to leave.

I really don't understand girls like these. She is the one seeing him, dating him talking with him. What more does she wants? What is it that she feel so insecure about me being friends with him?

She knows that i like him. Yes I do, that is why we are friends for 3 years. Your not exactly going to be friends with someone that you actually hate o.O ...

Anyways so thats that. I haven't slept well at all. My stress levels are gotten so high, since I last spoke with him. He has done so much for me and I have done so much for him in returned that we became close. I don't know why that was wrong for her to see that. I always kept him private since he is such a good friend. But now I had enough. He will have to open his own two eyes.

I had lack of sleep, hungry in the middle of the night even though i ate a lot at 7pm. I lost weight... everything is just upside down...