Monday, July 12, 2010 9:56 PM , 0 comments
Ugh ok so this week has been either busy and extremely sad. It has been very stressful for me to keep up with two dogs (which i love them dearly!) my family, the house and the death of a friend. It still shocks me every time I arrive at the office and my mind of mine keeps reminding me that she isn't longer there. Since most of the time after work i just drop at the shelter and see her. *sigh* Guess now i don't have too...
Well her funeral was today(I took the day off to cherish her memory), but i didn't want to see her in there. I wanted to see her as I last saw her. In the past everyday after work I went to see her. Went toward the huge gate to open and there she was. I waved to her with a big smile of mine and she waves back with the most pleasant greeting "Hi Amelia! I'll be right with you!" along with a huge smile. I always enjoyed every single words we exchanged and talked. We laughed, we cried, we shouted and we had fun. But now all is left is a memory. Its hard for me to believe that she is actually gone like this and i'm sure she wasn't even expecting that at all. I did ask one of my friend of my moms friend to ask the Monk to guide her to the light and at the same time explain to her what really happened.
The most i heard is that the Monk saw she had a very good karma and she won't be needing any help to get to the light. She will find her way. I smiled and i still think of her.
So now everyone will be going with their life... so i guess I will have to keep up too. Don't want to fall behind since i can't really afford that now.
Yesterday we where at an event "Sids pub" and did I had such a great time seeing all the animals (of course. The only time you see me 'Really happy' is if animals are included too. thehehehe.) It was a huge success for the New Eco Animal Shelter Fund raise. It was amazing how just one event we could raised so much money $.$ Well money isn't everything after all...
My birthday is soon... eeeek! what to do? everyone has to get old...right?.... ugh =.= not that it ever bothered me of being old xD actualy i'm looking forward to be a grump granny chasing kids with my cane saying "Get off my grass you bunch of pests!" and my daughter would be saying "Mom! They are just kids! Let them be." and i'm here grumbling thinking that my daughter really doesn't understand or that i might still have an 'ancient' mind. LOL. =)
Next Blog: A new Member has Joined part2! Yay xD
CIAO!!!
(AND YAY SPAIN WON! ) *kiss the octopus and vomits* x_O please get another kind of animal that actually has "furr"!!! x.x
Well her funeral was today(I took the day off to cherish her memory), but i didn't want to see her in there. I wanted to see her as I last saw her. In the past everyday after work I went to see her. Went toward the huge gate to open and there she was. I waved to her with a big smile of mine and she waves back with the most pleasant greeting "Hi Amelia! I'll be right with you!" along with a huge smile. I always enjoyed every single words we exchanged and talked. We laughed, we cried, we shouted and we had fun. But now all is left is a memory. Its hard for me to believe that she is actually gone like this and i'm sure she wasn't even expecting that at all. I did ask one of my friend of my moms friend to ask the Monk to guide her to the light and at the same time explain to her what really happened.
The most i heard is that the Monk saw she had a very good karma and she won't be needing any help to get to the light. She will find her way. I smiled and i still think of her.
So now everyone will be going with their life... so i guess I will have to keep up too. Don't want to fall behind since i can't really afford that now.
Yesterday we where at an event "Sids pub" and did I had such a great time seeing all the animals (of course. The only time you see me 'Really happy' is if animals are included too. thehehehe.) It was a huge success for the New Eco Animal Shelter Fund raise. It was amazing how just one event we could raised so much money $.$ Well money isn't everything after all...
My birthday is soon... eeeek! what to do? everyone has to get old...right?.... ugh =.= not that it ever bothered me of being old xD actualy i'm looking forward to be a grump granny chasing kids with my cane saying "Get off my grass you bunch of pests!" and my daughter would be saying "Mom! They are just kids! Let them be." and i'm here grumbling thinking that my daughter really doesn't understand or that i might still have an 'ancient' mind. LOL. =)
Next Blog: A new Member has Joined part2! Yay xD
CIAO!!!
(AND YAY SPAIN WON! ) *kiss the octopus and vomits* x_O please get another kind of animal that actually has "furr"!!! x.x
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